And in one ear, the hopefulness of The Smiths’ “Ask” is ringing out whilst in the other, I can hear the dolorous tones of “Heaven knows I’m miserable now".
Vacillating between the denial and embrace of a kind of thanatos, I was interested to stumble upon the “Web of misery”. This is a tool for making predictions based on new online indicators of economic distress, devised by the eLab eXchange, which is part of the Sloan Center for Internet Retailing at the University of California, Riverside. It now seems possible to measure how the US economic recession has affected people's online behaviour by inviting people to predict how much traffic is likely to increase to internet sites devoted to 10 subjects that are often associated with economic distress- Alcohol, Education, Employment, Food, Gambling, God, Guns, Health Care and Real Estate. For example, some are at greater risk for problem drinking as unemployment rises, so the US Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration could attract increasing numbers of visitors seeking help. Similarly, during periods of economic hardship, there will be increases in gun ownership and interest in religion. The outcome of these 10 “markets” will be determined early in the third quarter of 2008 using Nielsen Online's NetView audience measurement service. And in the spirit of free enterprise and lottery love, you can even try to dodge your own personal credit crunch by winning a prize of up to $500 for playing. Hmm…
Thus we have a predictor based on others’ predictions and on that most slippery of things, “confidence” (which, incidentally, is what powers behaviour on the world’s economic trading floors). It strikes me that if there is a “web of misery” online, there must also be a “web of joy” or perhaps, more significantly, a “web of meaning”. They will surely co-exist- our fears of the future, our anxiety around death, our denial of meaninglessness, these will themselves be constituents of the kind of meanings we seek and find. If we consider online behaviour, there are a number of ways of tracking the “web of meaning”- there is plenty of freeware which will track your web useage, how far your mouse has travelled, how many different sites you have viewed, what you have searched for, “where” you have wandered to in cyberspace (are we still using that term, by the way?!) On their own, these measures may not add up to more than a fairly small hill of beans- they can’t capture the complexity of the meaningfulness of online activity, because it spreads out not just through cyberspace but also through the noösphere. However, the sum of our online activity, much like the sum of our face-to-face social interactions, is surely an indicator of something significant.
Whatever the “web of meaning” is, and it is probably closest to the semantic web, there are reasons to be cheerful. As people experienced in the delights and dangers of online education, Michael and myself have found that the online context brings some particular opportunities for learning, for making connections, for forging meaning in miserable times. Our courses, the MA in Psychoanalytic Studies and the MSc in Psychotherapy Studies, use slightly different blends of pedagogies, but both focus largely on the power of asynchronous communication, the gradual building of dialogues on particular topics which has such a different flavour to synchronous communication, be that face-to-face or online. As this dialogue progresses, we are continually surprised and delighted by the way students make connections with one another- people they never meet in the flesh, and have little in common with, but who become trusted companions in the search for meaning. Indeed, we find that some of the characteristics of online behaviour, such as the oft-cited “online disinhibition”, have significant advantages. As they study a particular topic, students will find themselves engaging in self-disclosure, sharing the most personal experiences with one another, opening up about losses, traumas, sorrows and joys, making links between theory and personal experience and clinical practice. And overall, we found in our research that students value the online experience highly, more so than comparable face-to-face courses (see the bottom of this page for our most recent research). Interestingly, we have found that some students are more comfortable with the disembodiment, with the lack of visual feedback and bodily presence, with the “not knowing” about the Other; and some students find this same disembodiment a barrier to deep learning. I suppose we come back to the role of confidence- we are continually working on ways of engaging these students in a way which facilitates their self-confidence and ability to learn.
E-learning is no panacea, but as we sit on our “web of misery” and think about the future, eLearning does offer new ways of connecting, new ways of building our own “webs of meaning” which allow us to capture those bits of significant information flying past us, onwards into nothingness.
Hi Chris,
ReplyDeleteI have just applied for the MA in Psychoanalytic Studies and as I explained to your colleague, Michael Szollosy I am an Aspie, I have a neurological condition called Asperger syndrome. (Was it really a month ago since I first had this conversation with Michael?) One of the reasons I applied for the course is asynchronous communication. I cannot process long conversations without breaking them down in to related chunks, and trying to analyse their meaning and as anyone who has used IRC or worse a chatroom will tell you the conversation move to fast for me to participate.
As for disembodiment and the lack of visual feedback, this again is better for me. I cannot read ‘body language’ or to be precise verbal and non-verbal cues while ‘the normals’ (in the Freudian sense of course ;)) Take my ‘spaciness’ as a lack of interest in what they are saying to me. For me disembodiment is not about feeling comfortable, it is a necessity to deep learning and without courses such as Michael’s I would be out in the cold. So there your web of joy… just as long as I get a place on the course that is. ;)
Very interesting post.
ReplyDeleteFor me, this web of meaning is (my first thought, the internet, but no, I think it's) the blogosphere.
If there is such a thing as a true self (no, there isn't, but at least a self that feels consistent in some way through one's life)then the only place I probably experience that self is in a) analysis b) Prozacville.
I do sometimes think it's a little 'sad' that A is paid for, a sort of psychological prostitution and B is a disembodied virtual environment where people check in when it suits them to do so, and the 'rules' are that nobody questions this. I think people's comments on a blog are really just 'bridging' signifiers, like the psychoanalysts grunts of agreement, a way of saying 'I'm listening'.
Perhaps what it really boils down to is that for some of us (maybe all of us) we can only feel subjectivised if no-one else is infiltrating this subjectivity with the so-called 'to and fro' of conversation.
Hi Paul,
ReplyDeleteInteresting to hear your reflections. You may know that Prof Digby Tantam, who has been instrumental in setting up both the MA and the MSc, has a particular interest in AS. And I have done some clinical work with people with AS, and a bit of research too. So you may well have some contact with both me and Digby if you do enroll on the course.
And your comments on asynchronous communication and disembodiment make perfect sense to me.
Chris
Hi Prozacville,
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment. I agree, there isn't such a thing as a "true self", but interestingly, we all behave, most of the time, as if there is. It's a bit like the debate over the unconscious (I see someone has had a go at that topic in response to one of Michael's posts). These concepts may not ultimately stand up to close scrutiny, but we seem to need them, so they do have a sense of "utility" or "handiness". And maybe that is good enough...
Your comment about the "to and fro" was interesting too. I think that this subjectivisation is important to us, and it plugs into our desire to be story-tellers, which almost always requires the interplay of subject and object. But I will need to ponder a bit on that one.
I note, with a tinge of sadness, the passing of "Afreud of myself". Onwards (or should that be inwards) and upwards...?!
Chris
Hi again Chris
ReplyDeleteYes, I have read some of the professor’s papers, and I am aware of his interest in AS although the papers I wish to discuss with him relate to online therapy. I strongly believe that one of some of the problems exposed by Digby plus one that is not are key to my synchronous communication problems both online and in the ‘real world’. Unfortunately for me, I am not sure how best to approach the professor.(Approach that is to say via e-mail or letter rather than in the physical sense which in my opinion would be rather weird)
I did not however realise you have an interest in AS as well. Would it be acceptable for me to contact you via e-mail to discuss your work on AS?
As for the course, Dr Nash and the mysterious ‘we’ collective turned down my application. However I have managed to comfort myself by concluding she must suffer unresolved penis envy to have rejected me so harshly. ;)
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